After my visit to Moscow I planned to share some of my thoughts on recent consultations and meetings.

Unfortunately, due to the lack of time I’m able to write my blog only now, and something has already slipped out of my memory.

I had to reduce the number of consultations in Moscow for, as a rule, they take away a lot of subtle energy. Usually they were evening consultations, and the most people who came were mentally ready and thus their energy was in a big plus.

I have also realized that it is yet early to finish giving consultations for me because for almost everybody who came it was very important and necessary.

I have given a course on the physical level which was quite a remarkable experience. Long ago I noticed that if among those who come to me there are people with a similar health disorder, I will most likely have the same kind of problem with my health. On the physical level I was very tired, because I couldn’t overcome a jet lag after my flight from Canada. And anyone could tell by my looks that day that the physical level is of vital importance.

In  the introduction to the 4th issue of the magazine I wrote that I dedicated that issue to cancer treatment and that I was writing it exactly at  the same age (40 years and 4 months) at  which my mother had died of  stomach cancer .

 But I didn’t mention that in a couple of days after I wrote it, I myself was diagnosed with cancer. I had just finished writing an article on egoistic nature of cancer cells for  that issue of the magazine  . By the time it was handed over for printing, my treatment had been in full swing. When I was told the issue had got in distribution, I smiled thinking that it would be fun if I left my body after people would read it  .

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 I was visiting Moscow in September, 2010 and nothing foreboded an important period in my spiritual growth. I was precisely at that age – 40 years and 4 months. About a month before I had my body completely examined in Canada and my doctor told me that those were the best results she had ever seen. I had my examination done on purpose because according to my birth chart there was a period when I could fall seriously ill and actually taste death… After I had my examination done, I relaxed – the danger seemed to be over.

Recently I’ve had several meetings, phone calls, which made me change my views on my life, particularly on the relationships with other people.

 I started thinking deeply about it after the 4th level of the Eastern Psychology, where we were talking about friendship. The ability to be a friend precedes the ability to love. The real friend is someone, who feels friendliness towards everyone and who doesn’t increase our ego, on the contrary, he helps us to reduce it.

I told some stories, which happened to me last month.

 
1.  Our friends have visited us recently – a family with 4 children, that lives nearby. They are very mellow and pleasant, on a rather high spiritual level. I gave them my book in English “Ten steps to happiness”. The head of the family opened it, read a couple of ideas, which he liked very much. He congratulated me with the release of the book in Canada, wished me every success and to distribute over 300 000 copies of it. Then he stopped, looked at me and added very attentively: “But don’t become proud of yourself.” He told it very sincerely and inspired me very much. 

The following is my spiritual realization about the interconnection between financial problems of people and their internal tension.

Recently one lady visited us. She looked rather quiet and calm.  While we were talking, she told that she had been working on herself, reading special books, but I felt strong tension inside her. She was very disappointed with her financial situation. Although her husband earned enough, she was always irritated by something.

I tried to understand what prevents her from progress and from financial growth.  She didn’t manage money correctly. Also, even she looked like a generous person, on a subtle level she is rather greedy with a desire to receive more, than to give. I started analyzing the reason.

It turned out that she felt some irritation inside her about her husband. I remembered that a month ago I gave a consultation to her. In the childhood her parents were arguing a lot, and she took offence at her father and now she wants to divorce her husband.

She had some aggression towards all men, which was expressed as a permanent dissatisfaction with her husband. Although her husband looked very well: he is a good father for their children, a good husband for her, on a rather high spiritual level, and he is a successful businessman.

December 24, 2008

…I was flying from Moscow to Toronto. I like working in Moscow because people there follow advice very attentively, work very hard and make great progress very quickly.

I took my seat in the airplane and decided to relax and meditate during the first hour of the flight.

I noticed that footstep in front of my seat was broken and it was difficult for me to stretch my legs. I called a flight attendant, she tried to help me but after several attempts she told me with irritation in her voice: “It is impossible to repair the step, I’m sorry”.

A ten hour flight….It was announced that TV wouldn’t work. But it was ok, it is more important when the engine works well. There is an interesting fact about TV in Airflot Airlines: for several times I have noticed that they do not show programs in foreign languages, only in Russian. Perhaps, they don’t believe that any foreigner could choose their airlines.

I was thinking why I had attracted such an irritating situation with the footstep and flight attendant. The reason was my inner aggression against Airflot. When I was flying from Toronto to Moscow, the flight was delayed for 2 days, then for 8 more hours. To make the matter worse in an hour after the take-off, it was announced that there would be no water available for the rest of the flight….